• Your Operating System Has Reached End of Life
    Apr 24 2026

    Audree comes downstairs feeling like her skin is burning from the inside. Michael scans: 40% is planetary activation from intense solar flare activity, measurable through Schumann resonance whiteouts that science can confirm but not explain. The other 60% is their own evolution program. The sun recently appeared as one giant black spot, something nobody has seen before. Their guides have been delivering upgrades at an intensity that's been building since November.


    The central metaphor lands from Michael's overnight download: the current version of the human operating system is entrenched in The Deviation, and The Deviation is gone. So the OS you're running has reached end of life. Upgrading is a choice. You can do the work and take the upgrade, or you can ride out the current version. Both are valid outcomes. No urgency, no fear. They're explicit about that.


    Audree brings the vibrating plate analogy to make it physical: sand on a metal plate scatters into chaos when a new frequency hits, then settles into a new coherent pattern without anyone telling it where to go. The frequency creates the structure. That's what the nausea, the headaches, the flu-like symptoms are. You're in the scattering phase.


    Then the personal news: they're leaving their living room in a few weeks. Downsizing everything, following guidance with no fixed plan. Toronto first, then Europe, possibly Bhutan. Future episodes come from wherever they land.


    00:00 Mic Check and Coffee

    00:29 Why We Recorded Today

    00:53 Schumann Spikes and Body Symptoms

    03:42 Consciousness Behind Performance

    05:22 Science Limits and Validation

    08:23 Whiteouts and Transformation Bursts

    10:03 The Evolutionary Journey Context

    11:42 2004 Guidance and Grounding

    14:08 New Grounding and Sixth Dimension

    17:57 Solar Maximum and Energetic Upgrades

    23:39 Energy Structure Explained Simply

    26:16 Rebuilding the Human Operating System

    30:30 Upgrade Choice Explained

    31:08 No Bad Outcomes

    32:32 Planetary Extremes Mirror Us

    33:38 Self Harm OS Bugs

    35:00 Vibrating Plate Analogy

    38:28 Symptoms of Frequency Shift

    39:40 Back to Original Path

    41:45 Dimensions and Key Dates

    44:14 Fifth Dimension Purification

    46:57 Life Update Moving Out

    47:49 Downsizing and Attachment

    52:18 Travel Plans and Wrap Up

    53:24 Mantra Transmission Closing

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    57 mins
  • Your Deepest Longing Is Your Deepest Wound
    Apr 21 2026

    Audree wakes up from a vivid dream with an overwhelming longing to be with her godson, a child she has a deep energetic connection to going back before his birth. Michael reads the energy from a still place and says it feels like spending a week with him. Audree's system says it feels like forever. She raises her voice. He catches it without reaction. She stops, goes inside, and finds the ego running a full narrative: Michael is controlling you, he's blocking you, be careful of him. She sees through it. What's actually there is a wound that traces back through lifetime after lifetime of separation, all the way to the original moment Source Consciousness individuated. The pain dissolves live on mic.


    From there, Audree shares two stories from before she met Michael: a drunk guy on a New York street whose mind went blank when their eyes locked, and a mover who had his heart burst open on the drive home after quoting her move. Both mistook the energetic connection for sexual attraction. The pattern is always the same: high frequency transmission gets confused for something personal when it's actually evolutionary.


    Michael lands the thread: the subconscious runs you because you don't know it's running you. That's the only reason it has power. And the ego's trick is always the same: take something true, wrap it in lies, and loop.


    00:00 Mic Toss Reflexes

    00:48 Superpowers And Clear Mind

    03:09 Dream About Godson

    03:53 Soul Family Backstory

    07:59 Jealousy And Longing

    11:06 Reading The Energetic Call

    13:26 Charge And Raised Voice

    14:56 Ego Story Versus Sensation

    17:30 Adoption Wound To Source

    28:16 Subconscious Runs The Show

    31:21 Initiation And Transmission

    33:27 Precision Awareness Tech

    35:21 Unlocking Ego Mechanisms

    37:47 India Initiations Gift

    39:11 Organization Blocks Mission

    40:48 Exercise Alters Consciousness

    43:36 NYC Mind Shutoff Story

    50:44 Attraction Versus Evolution

    54:14 IHA Training Confusion

    57:05 Ego Truth Lie Loop

    58:53 Horoscope To Healing

    01:00:31 Mantra Transmission Close

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    1 hr and 4 mins
  • Ayahuasca Can't Fix the Corporate Ego
    Apr 17 2026

    This one started as a download. Audree tuned into a high frequency transmission and information started coming in about evolutionary organizations, so Michael hit record. What came through: the difference between a growth mindset and an evolutionary mindset, why internal learning is the prerequisite for external learning, and why the only ingredient any executive needs is the willingness to look at themselves.


    Michael traces why every transformation program fails (the known solutions work, leadership just won't use them), why AI adoption bottlenecks at the same place everything else does, and why hierarchy isn't the problem when it's held by leaders operating in coherence. The most practical proof point: if your leadership creates the strategic plan behind closed doors and announces it without listening, the egoic consciousness is locked in place.


    Plant medicine enters through Audree's full history: LSD, mushrooms, a week on San Pedro at a sacred site in Peru, Cambo ceremonies in Sedona, and the Ayahuasca Temple and the night that put her in her ex-husband's body and cracked her heart open. It helped. It didn't finish the job. She was still processing that relationship ten years later. The position is clear: plant medicine gives you awareness in one experience but not the daily self-mastery that actually changes your life.


    The thread connecting all of it: there is no shortcut past the ego. Not more controls, not AI, not plant medicine. The work is the work.

    00:00 Channeling the Download

    01:32 Growth vs Evolutionary Mindset

    03:06 Sharing Power Proven

    04:08 Hierarchy Done Right

    05:34 The Choice to Change

    05:50 Facebook Coaching Story

    10:13 Texas Oilman Pushback

    14:23 Engagement and AI Threat

    18:42 AI Adoption Starts at Leadership

    22:29 Listening and Co-Creation

    25:22 Beyond Surface Ego Work

    27:54 Weird Stuff That Works

    32:16 Coherence Tools Replicable

    32:52 Ego Integration Needed

    35:47 Psychedelics Limits Sovereignty

    38:05 Personal Psychedelic History

    40:53 Sedona Ayahuasca Culture

    43:06 Combo Ceremony Explained

    48:45 Ayahuasca Night Journey

    51:14 Plant Consciousness Awareness

    56:26 Leadership Without Shortcuts

    01:00:33 Two Paths Same Point

    01:01:12 Closing Integration Mantra

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    1 hr and 5 mins
  • The Control Addiction Running Every Company
    Apr 14 2026

    Michael dives into research on internal audit to prepare for a conversation about the audit industry, and an insight he had over a decade ago suddenly clicks into a much bigger picture: organizations run on command and control, which creates fear, so they add regulatory controls. When those don't work, they add internal audit as a third layer of control on the controls. And when that fails, the question is always the same: how do we add more controls? He traces it through a story from his telco days where an auditor openly admitted the whole thing made no sense, and through a client whose internal auditors sat in every standup meeting and blocked every attempt at new ways of working. Gas and brake at the same time.


    From there, Audree pushes back on Michael's stance that he only wants to work with leadership. Her position: you don't need your organization's permission to evolve. Psychological safety can't be given to you by your boss. How you show up is what you control, and that changes everything around you. They land on a live realization that their business course gives leaders the tactics, yet its their L1 Awakening that gives leaders the consciousness shift to actually use them. Midway through, Michael's frustration about corporate dysfunction leaks out on mic. Audree catches it. He processes it in about 30 seconds. They debrief it in real time.


    00:00 French Press Coffee Hack

    00:49 From Chat to Podcast

    02:04 Leadership Training Origins

    03:16 Energetics of Conscious Organizations

    05:16 Command and Control Costs

    09:44 Auditing Industry Spark

    10:33 Control Addiction Explained

    12:56 Internal Audit Storytime

    14:13 Behavioral Risk Audits

    16:22 Agile Meets Audit Roadblocks

    21:22 Deck Chairs on Titanic

    25:22 Leadership vs Personal Evolution

    28:06 Ownership Creates Leadership

    29:03 LEO1 Practical Culture Tools

    29:30 Awakening Builds Safety

    30:44 Business Versus Personal Growth

    32:57 Consciousness Before Structure

    33:28 You Create Psychological Safety

    35:08 Reality Feedback Loop Model

    36:10 Indoctrination And Empowerment

    37:51 Leaders Can Shift Cultures

    39:42 Debrief Releasing Emotional Charge

    43:40 Audits And Control Trap

    49:45 Measuring Coherence In Leaders

    52:12 Framework Art And Interrupts

    53:55 Societal Evolution Wrap Up

    54:30 Integration And Closing Mantra

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    58 mins
  • Consciousness Is Coherence
    Apr 10 2026

    Michael is waiting for the kettle to boil when a download starts coming in about coherence. He researches it on the spot: flocks of birds turning in unison faster than any signaling mechanism can explain, wolf packs coordinating, schools of fish moving as one. Science can only account for about 60% of it. The rest gets disregarded. The conclusion he lands on: coherence is the norm in nature. Animals aren't in the deviation. Humanity is the outlier.

    From there the episode builds to its central thesis: an evolution of consciousness is a movement toward coherence. Not the sci-fi version where everyone merges and loses themselves. Unity consciousness retains individuation. You're still you, still creating what you want to create, but the resistance, the sabotage, the internal conflict is gone. They trace how movies like Pluribus embed the lie that coherence means losing your identity. Truth, truth, truth, and a lie.


    The practical turn: nobody wants to admit they're incoherent. But every reactive behavior, every looping thought, every choice that hurts you is the data. The indoctrination to blame external circumstances keeps people from seeing they're creating their own reality. The first step that unlocks everything is admitting the truth of your own inner state. Awareness is the primary mechanism of evolution. The energetics are always there, like the sun. We just turn away.


    00:00 Coherence Download Begins

    01:09 Unity Consciousness Explained

    02:59 Co Creation Over Ego

    05:15 Music Collaboration Examples

    07:46 Nature Shows Coherence

    10:21 Science Limits And Belief

    14:50 Scientists Turn Mystical

    16:38 Awakening In PhD Program

    20:13 Sutras Rewire The Mind

    22:42 Koans And Evolution Levels

    25:15 Mind Body Coherence

    26:23 Woodpecker Interruption

    27:31 Nature as the Baseline

    28:28 Consciousness as Coherence

    30:03 Shedding the Deviation

    33:10 Movies Selling the Lie

    37:42 Admitting Incoherence

    41:00 Awareness and Responsibility

    45:28 Awareness vs Energetics

    48:06 E2 Mantra Closing

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    53 mins
  • What Happens When You Stop Trying to Surrender
    Apr 7 2026

    Michael has been listening to an advanced process Audree recorded, something so powerful it knocks her out every time. One night a line lands differently: the isness of the awareness. He realizes he's been trying to connect with isness from the mind, as if it's something outside him. But the isness is his own awareness, aware of itself. Everything shifts after that. Not as a concept. As a lived experience.


    From there they trace the full arc: the early stages require enormous effort, constant choice-making, tools and techniques used over and over. But mastery quickens. What used to take a multi-step process now dissolves with pure awareness. The real yes, their guides say, is the one you make when everything seems hopeless and you choose to evolve anyway. They've made that choice enough times that a tipping point has arrived.


    Then the manifesting conversation. Everything you've been told about jumping into the vortex is true, except your bicycle is chained to a ten-ton weight of subconscious conditioning. No intention overcomes that. And every ancient technique designed to help was built inside the deviation. Treatment, not cure. The cure wasn't available until now.

    00:00 Podcast Setup Banter

    00:25 Isness Process Origins

    03:29 Awareness Awakening Insight

    05:16 Teachers And Transmission

    09:40 Effort To Surrender

    13:30 Game One Choices

    17:40 Nervous System Reset Tool

    19:07 Measuring States With Data

    20:31 Brain Rewiring Peak States

    23:59 Two Nervous Systems Balance

    27:37 Fight Or Flight Normalized

    28:30 Breath Body Control

    29:04 Stillness Before Manifesting

    31:58 Ten Ton Subconscious Weight

    34:34 Beyond Ancient Techniques

    39:40 Fear Based AI Messaging

    43:35 Ego Death And Rebuilding

    46:54 Effortless Habit Shifts

    48:11 Life Purpose Dopamine Surge

    49:54 Editing The Book Together

    51:15 Cosmic Shift To Sixth Dimension

    53:01 Closing Frequency Tune In

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    57 mins
  • Masculine and Feminine - The Hijack, Epiphany and Balance
    Apr 3 2026

    Michael opens with a revelation about the soul inception crystal: beyond human design, there's a deeper layer governing the balance between pure creation (formless, feminine) and structure (masculine) within each being. His is roughly 90% structure. Audree's is the opposite. This explains years of friction, blind spots, and the recurring sense of a missing chip. It's not missing. It's design.


    From there they trace the origin of Evolutionary Design: bringing human design readings into their academy, watching students get permission to be themselves, then seeing where the blocks lived in their charts. Michael's obsessive five-month deep dive into Ra's original material. Audree's resistance to the distorted frequencies she felt in the transmission. The breakthroughs that finally made her curious.


    The episode turns when the old language of "balance between masculine and feminine" gets called out as incomplete. It's not wrong, but the deeper mechanic is formless creation energy and structure, and the goal isn't 50/50 balance. It's peace and harmony with your unique design. Creation energy tests structure to see if it can hold it. Both must be whole within themselves before they can come together. Inside the deviation, this happened out of balance, producing everything from disease to dysfunction. The sixth phase of universal frequency will only allow creation in harmony.


    Michael demonstrates the ego hijack live: a genuine realization about his nature gets claimed by the ego as power. Audree catches it. The episode closes with both of them seeing misperceptions of their own nature for the first time. Audree realizes she explains things to transmit feeling, not to be correct. Michael realizes his corrections are about structural clarity. The cosmic joke: they've been misreading each other and themselves through deviated assumptions about how they're supposed to function.

    00:00 Morning Revelations Begin

    00:25 Human Design Basics

    01:00 Creation Structure Balance

    03:20 No Design Justifications

    04:29 Blind Spots And Strengths

    05:40 Possibility Vs Probability

    09:08 Plans Meet Conditioning

    10:44 Projector Timing And Consent

    13:27 Seeing Purpose In Fields

    14:51 Evolutionary Design Origin

    15:10 Academy Readings Lessons

    20:37 Michael Deep Dive Study

    21:50 Raw Transmission Concerns

    24:57 Breakthroughs And Gratitude

    26:33 Leading Each Other

    27:17 Feminine And Masculine Defined

    27:38 Creation Needs Harmony

    28:27 Deviation And Imbalance

    30:06 Sixth Phase Purification

    31:55 Fix Inside First

    33:27 Negativity False Power

    36:29 Beyond Balance To Peace

    39:18 Relationship Tests Structure

    43:31 Ego Hijack And Power

    47:06 Teams And Interdependence

    49:58 Uniqueness And Clarity

    53:57 Structure Versus Feels

    58:09 Final Tune And Close

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    1 hr and 2 mins
  • The Hidden Block That Clears in Minutes
    Mar 31 2026

    Audree has an agenda. She doesn't announce it right away, but the minute Michael sits down, she tells him to mic up. No small talk. Just: we're recording.


    The first half is Michael working through the complexity of mastering the mechanics of creation in real time: multiple instructions from the Shii, confusion about what to focus on, and a realization that new guidance always builds on everything before it. They draw on their old Agile training as a parallel, land on "perspective" as a more useful evolution tool than "perception," and get triggered at each other on mic, demonstrating the very mechanics they're describing.


    Then Audree drops the reveal. She's stuck on the website redesign, and it's not about copy. There's a conflict in her system between the stillness she craves and the action her incarnation requires. Then her massage therapy training surfaces: push hard into fascia and it contracts, but place your thumb gently and let the heat melt in, and everything releases. Slow, rich, deep. That's not just bodywork. That's how hidden blocks clear. You don't push through resistance. You hold frequency, and it dissolves.


    The biggest reframe: "you are the problem and you are the solution" becomes "you already hold the keys." By the end, the block Audree walked in with has dropped from 100% to 10%, processed live on mic through awareness alone.


    00:00 Mic Check and Mood

    01:01 Mastering Creation Mechanics

    04:16 Agile Training and Complexity

    09:25 Perspective as Evolution Tool

    11:53 Diamond Metaphor Debate

    16:41 Trigger and Spiritual Bypass

    21:24 Self Mastery Without a Manual

    24:21 Podcast Agenda Marketing Block

    31:17 Quiet Coyote Marketing Approach

    33:38 Collective Stillness Vision

    34:25 Myofascial Release Metaphor

    36:15 Finding the Heat Experience

    37:04 Unpacking the Inner Block

    38:58 Action Versus Mountain Peace

    41:11 Letting Go Old Structures

    44:22 Journey Building in Public

    46:29 Slow Rich Deep Marketing

    48:30 Pull Based Inspiration Model

    51:04 Everyone Holds the Keys

    52:59 Closing Mantra and Farewell

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    59 mins