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My Fourth Time, We Drowned

Seeking Refuge on the World’s Deadliest Migration Route

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By: Sally Hayden
Narrated by: Aoife McMahon
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WINNER OF THE ORWELL PRIZE

WINNER OF IRISH BOOK OF THE YEAR

SHORTLISTED FOR THE BAILLIE GIFFORD PRIZE

‘The most important work of contemporary reporting I have ever read’ SALLY ROONEY

The Western world has turned its back on refugees, fuelling one of the most devastating human rights disasters in history.

In August 2018, Sally Hayden received a Facebook message. ‘Hi sister Sally, we need your help,’ it read. ‘We are under bad condition in Libya prison. If you have time, I will tell you all the story.’ More messages followed from more refugees. They told stories of enslavement and trafficking, torture and murder, tuberculosis and sexual abuse. And they revealed something else: that they were all incarcerated as a direct result of European policy.

From there began a staggering investigation into the migrant crisis across North Africa. This book follows the shocking experiences of refugees seeking sanctuary, but it also surveys the bigger picture: the negligence of NGOs and corruption within the United Nations. The economics of the twenty-first-century slave trade and the EU’s bankrolling of Libyan militias. The trials of people smugglers, the frustrations of aid workers, the loopholes refugees seek out and the role of social media in crowdfunding ransoms. Who was accountable for the abuse? Where were the people finding solutions? Why wasn’t it being widely reported?

At its heart, this is a book about people who have made unimaginable choices, risking everything to survive in a system that wants them to be silent and disappear.

**This is Also a Love Story, the latest book from Sally Hayden is available to preorder now**

‘One of the most important testaments of this awful time in life's history’ EDNA O'BRIEN, author of The Little Red Chairs

‘A journalistic masterpiece … absolutely demands to be read’ MAX PORTER, author of Shy

Compassionate, brave, enraging … Hayden exposes the truth’ OLIVER BULLOUGH, author of Everybody Loves Our Dollars

©2022 Sally Hayden (P)2022 HarperCollins Publishers
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Praise for My Fourth Time, We Drowned:
Journalism of the most urgent kindFinancial Times
‘The triumph of the book is to inject a renewed urgency and moral clarity into a story most people think they are familiar with’ The Times
[A] devastating, moving and damning account of one of the tragedies of our age … Hayden never flinches in documenting human nature at its worst – its best is shown here, too’ Irish Independent
The most important work of contemporary reporting I have ever read … I hope that Sally Hayden's work can help to begin a radically new and overdue discussion about Europe's approach to migration and borders’ Sally Rooney, author of Intermezzo
Brilliant, hugely important reportage on the ongoing situation many of us try to tune out’ Marian Keyes, author of Grown Ups
‘What a devastating book about the catastrophic inhumanity of European migration policy. It’s a journalistic masterpiece. Shattering stories. It absolutely demands to be read … Essential’ Max Porter, author of Shy
Extremely good’ Mark O’Connell, author of Notes from an Apocalypse
Compassionate, brave, enraging, beautifully written and incredibly well researched. Hayden exposes the truth’ Oliver Bullough, author of Everybody Loves Our Dollars
One of the most important testaments of this awful time in life's history. It is both heartbreaking and stoic’ Edna O'Brien, author of The Little Red Chairs
‘This vivid chronicle … may make you cry, but it should make you angry … A blistering rebuke’ Lindsey Hilsum, author of I Brought the War with Me
A veritable masterclass in journalism … The most riveting, detailed and damning account ever written on the deadliest of migration routes’ Christina Lamb, author of Our Bodies Their Battlefields
‘Heart-stopping … A vital book for anyone who wants to feel what it means to be human in the 21st century’ Fintan O’Toole, author of We Don’t Know Ourselves
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Sally Hayden's extraordinary book illustrates the systems creating and controlling the experiences people have travelling to Europe to seek asylum. It will open your mind to the reality of human rights in Europe. Definitely read this book.

Extraordinary Book, Important story

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The suffering of asylum seekers and refugees in this account is shocking and so unnecessary. Successive governments in the EU have paid millions of pounds to facilitate human rights abuses. I found this appealing.

A unjust fight to keep asylum seekers from reachin

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I’m finishing this book just as Rishi Sunak &!Suella Braverman are trying to pass a bill to make it illegal to cross the channel in a small boat to seek asylum.

Feeling despair

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We need to learn about the wider society in which we live. We need to learn about each other, but we should also learn that what we are told about others and how other groups are betrayed is not always accurate. It is very important for society and for future societies that we try and see the people within the groups and ourselves within the people. It is only then that we call ourselves human and a be a conscious member of the human existence. This is a wonderfully detailed book covering a range of stories from a number of hot spots where people have suffered and continue to suffer at the hands of others. Essential reading for anyone that has the power, or wants to have the power to change things now and in the future. Congratulations on a brilliant and detailed account.

Historically important.

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Incredibly researched, beautifully narrated, eye opening and harrowing. This is the book I will urge everybody I know to read this year.

Must read

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