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If He Had Been with Me

By: Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different....

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. 

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. 

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....

(P)2020 Tantor Contemporary Contemporary Romance Dating & Sex Difficult Situations Family & Relationships Friendship Literature & Fiction Mystery, Thriller & Suspense Romance Thrillers & Suspense Dating Tear-jerking
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One of the best books I have ever read/listened to. The last half an hour had me sobbing absolutely perfect

One of the best books I’ve ever read

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I loved every moment of this book, the ending was so heartbreaking but amazingly written.

Tragically Beautiful

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I loved the whole story, at first it felt a little long, but towards the ending I understood that it was so worth it and the ending is not what I really expected.

I loved it

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As a 26 year old I thought the book was okay. Not worth the hype. Great book for teenagers!

The book was okay.

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I loved the story and the way it was written. The last half hour had me sobbing.

You know what’s coming but it still hurts

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